Just Publish

Before I hit publish, the fear is palpable.

Before I hit publish, there’s these large metal rusty looking flood gates that just seem to yawn open the second before I press the button. Then comes this rush of negative thoughts.

It doesn’t matter what I’m working on:

It could be on this blog that nobody reads.

Or the YouTube Channel that nobody watches.

I give into the negative thoughts more times than I give into the desire to publish.

It stinks. I hate it.

And it’s something I want to change.